Which side wins?

The walls are closing in for no reason again. The couch keeps calling my name. The fight to go outside seems to getting harder and harder. I cancel appointments, avoid social outings, and generically find ways to be home, alone.

There isnt a reason. There isnt even an explanation. It just seems to keep happening.

I keep saying I need someone to show up at my door and force me to get back into life, but really I just need me to force myself to do it all.

No one else put me here, so why would I need them to pull me out?

I need to be my own warrior.

Author: Bookstore owners daughter

Mom. Wife. Woman. Pet lover. Survivor. Medical Miracle. Fertile Myrtle. Sister. Daughter. Granddaughter. Book lover.

One thought on “Which side wins?”

  1. I’m sorry you’re doing it so tough right now. Sounds like you’re needing to hibernate and switch off for a while. There’s nothing wrong with that. Gather your strength, find your spark again when you’re ready, and you’ll come back fighting soon! Sending gentle hugs xx

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